the beginning....

once upon a time....

there was a girl who had intense needs and desires. after spending her adolescent years trying to understand just where they came from and why she had them, the only conclusion she was able to come to was that she must be a very bad girl and an abnormal one as well. thus, she attempted to suppress it all. unable to do so, she would purchase books and attempted to feed her need that way. "'a man and a maid" was her favorite "naughty" novel and she read certain passages often, which never failed to arouse her greatly leaving her with wet panties and a twitching clit. from time to time she would attempt to purge herself and throw her books away, only to purchase them again for her need was deeply rooted and enormous.

later on in life, there was a surge of undeniable thoughts and sensations. and every so often she would masturbate to experience some release, then hurriedly take a bath to "cleanse" herself for she felt dirty afterward. this too caused unsettling feelings and the fire in her belly raged on.

with the simple action of typing in the word spanking on her computer, she began the next phase of her life. and this one was fraught with users, abusers and pretenders. they knew nothing about what had been growing inside her heart and soul all these years. blessedly, she had the brains to leave them all. she tried to suppress her insatiable desire, but this proved to be impossible.

and then she met her Master.....