beyond blindfolds...

Master has been talking to her in that delicious voice of His. well, it always arouses her but when He is thinking about using her to take His pain, His voice lowers even more and she responds immediately and strongly.

she had been told to locate blackout lenses which are contact lenses that block out...everything.

she found them through a german company and the order was placed last week. 

total blackout lenses

 the link to the website that sells them is below:

http://www.meo.de/catalog/product_info.php?currency=USD&products_id=8821&language=en

Master has expressed that He is really looking forward to receiving them, as is His slave. He has assured her that it shall be a new sensation for her to experience total darkness - even when her eyes are open. 

she was told she must learn how to put them in remove them and care for them. some time has been spent watching videos online to become familiar with the process.

slave g is excited about what is coming...

slave g, enslaved, collared nigger and absolute property of Owner, Master G

her Owner's kisses...

slave g was asked a question regarding her how she can control herself and not respond to her Owner's kisses. she is answering the question here.

slave g has been and continues to be conditioned in the precise manner her Owner desires. she has been taught to be under His control and not to allow her desires to super-cede or override her Master's. heaven forbid. she never forgets her place, no matter what is or is not occurring.

if she did, it would be about her, no? she knows she is not Master's girlfriend or lover and her Owner does not romance her. however,  her Master does anything with her and to her that pleases Him. His slave knows that her Owner has kissed her because He wanted to. if Master never does again, it is because He does not want to.

slave g does not need to spend time pondering why, as she already knows. the answer is always - because Master wants, needs or desires, or does not.

her Owner does not kiss His property often and she can count on one hand the times He has. if she had to choose one word to describe the way Master kisses her it would be...amazing. slave g had never been kissed that way before nor has she ever had such a strong reaction.   

as to slave g's reaction. oh, but she does react! while she is not allowed to kiss her Owner back she is allowed to whimper (she does), moan ( for sure), get wet (does she ever), swoon (absolutely) and even squirm a bit (most definitely).

but kissing her Owner back?

never, ever...

slave g
enslaved, collared absolute property of Owner, Master G

pierced no more....

last fall, her Owner ordered her to remove the nipple rings as the piercings just would not heal, no matter how careful she was with them. she had tried for several years and had them re-pierced several times. initially, the piercings were done too far back, but the re-positioning of them still did not make a difference and neither did the next try. by that time, scar tissue had formed and the pain from that re-piercing was brutal.  


she had two labia piercings done a few years ago as well, but they did not heal either. she attempted to will them to heal but this time mind over matter did not work. she has kept the rings and from time to time comes across them which results in her sighing sadly. 

to this day, slave g can hear Master's voice when He said, "Take them out." slave g was heartbroken that she had not been able to succeed and the feeling that she had not been able to do what she had set out to do for her Owner was absolutely heart wrenching for her. Master told her several times that He was not upset and that it was just a matter of her body rejecting them which left her grateful and humbled that she is not being held at fault. 

she asked her Owner if He will have her clit pierced and Master said He would consider it, but reminded her that her body rejects piercings. along the same vein, she is unsure if Master will still allow her to have her nose pierced so the piece purchased for that purpose remains tucked away, awaiting it's future. she did not have any issues to speak of when her ears were pierced when she was in her twenties so perhaps there is hope.

g, enslaved and collared absolute property of Owner, Master G

search for the elusive ideal butt plug....

here are the butt plugs/dildos that slave g has at this time:

 this is the one that she had a public issue with:
http://gtightlacedslave.blogspot.com/2011/12/embarassing-accident-with-butt-plug.html 

the last plug is the one that she wears most often during the day and to sleep in.  when she does wear it overnight, she is able to do so without the harness. from what she believes she has come to understand,the reasons her Owner keeps her plugged often it is because He does not want her slave pussy/ass tight to the point where He feels resistance when he uses it - and, He wants her to always feel His presence. Master has trained her to think of the plug as His additional Cock. and oh how she has. 

as she has written before, she is kept in a constant state of arousal while wearing it and at times becomes exceptionally aroused to the degree where she has gotten into bed and toyed with it. she has pushed it in and out - slow, then fast as she fucks herself with it. she has twisted it in circles and tapped on its base. then, there is the technique of pushing it from side to side. slave g is allowed to do these things as long as she does not orgasm. that is never allowed unless permission is given and it is not given all that often.

she has learned how to manipulate the plug until she is close to orgasm, and then stop. this she has done more than once to the point of  almost exhaustion. it is as if her body shuts down (Master's off switch is triggered) at just the right time. such is the way Master has trained her. 

she ordered the large pure plug (too small) and the large sexy spade (too large). the idea is to have a plug that is large enough that she will be fully aware if it's presence while in public and that has a base that will fit into her leather harness. she is looking for a glass or steel plug. Master really likes the large steel one she has but the rubber neck chafes her outer anus after a time and pinches it, leaving it irritated.

the search continues...

slave g, absolute property of Owner, Master G

taking Master's pain...

 a week ago when her Owner came to see His property she was strung up and the clover clamps were put on her nipples. their bite caused her to gasp softly and afterward, she settled into their grip.

after a while they were removed and as always, she moaned as the blood rushed back into the nipples.

 

soon after, she felt Master pulling her first tit out in a manner that was different than before. before long she felt harsh,  intense pain caused by the fact that Master had put a spring clamp on her nipple as opposed to further back into the tit flesh as He has in the past.

she startled herself as she screamed, for the pain was excruciating to the extent that she wondered if the clamp would tear her nipple off. her screams continued as Master put the other clamp on the same way.  she wonders now if she could have remained on her feet if she had not been tethered to the steel beam above. 

this new type of pain took her breath away and she cried, sputtered and babbled through the gag. Master whipped her for a time and  her screams continued throughout the belting. on top of that, she began drooling. her saliva flowing around the ball gag and down her chin which set off a feeling of humiliation. she wanted so to cease screaming but her nipples were in agony and so she continued.

later,  she thought about how some might have hurriedly removed the first clamp when they saw how distressed the slave was. however, her Owner calmly clamped the other one and whipped her in that state.
because.
Master.
wanted.
to.
and that is very important to slave g.  that Master used her for His pleasure and was not concerned with the fact that she had reacted differently to this pain than she had to other pain, to date. was she frightened? absolutely. especially when she realized that the second nipple was about to be brutalized which translated to harsh pain times two. 

afterward, slave g was left with a clearer understanding of  her service to her Owner. of course she knows  that Master's word is law, but this drove home the fact that Master decides who, what, where, when and how. on the other hand, she has shared with Master that while her mind comprehends and wraps itself around His teachings, there is something about physically experiencing what is associated with them that takes her understanding to a deeper level.

 

with humility,
slave g, absolute property of Owner, Master G

a mistake...

earlier in the day, three painters had spent the day painting one of the rooms and there had been several people who came by to give estimates on certain things. once they left, she cleaned the house and tidied up. she works hard to keep the house clean and neat in the event Master might stop by.

she knew that the debate would be on as W/we had talked a bit about it earlier. her discussions with Master about politics have taught her a great deal and she always finds them enlightening as well as enjoyable.

that night, her "Master phone" rang and she answered to hear Master say, "Tell Me that you are watching the debate!" her heart sank. the debate had been on for at least fifteen to twenty minutes and she had been hither, thither and yon and had just sat down about five minutes earlier to settle herself in preparation to watch and put her chains back on as she has to remove them when she takes off her day clothes. upon hearing Master's voice, she grabbed the remote and began to try to switch from cd to tv. she had played some music earlier in the day.  unfortunately, the television did not cooperate. Master was telling what had transpired and that she had missed something very, very important. she began to cry silent tears and apologized.

when she rushes to do something, she becomes all thumbs and add that to the fact that she has not become proficient with moving back forth between the cd player, dvd player and television, all she could pull up on the television was....snow.

she apologized again as she bit her bottom lip and swallowed a sob. Master detailed more of what she missed and asked her if she had it on yet. how embarrassed she was when she responded that she had not.

Master soon ended the call and she concentrated hard on the task at hand and finally got it to work. she sent her Owner a text so as not to disturb Him and shared that she was watching it. she told herself that in the future, she will be in place in front of the tv early for the debate saturday night and in the future.

lesson learned!

humbly,
g, enslaved property of Owner, Master G

it began with a question...

"Master, would You please consider whipping her with a belt, Sir?" slave g asked this a few weeks ago and her Owner responded, "Yes,  I will."

several days later, Master told her He was on His way over she laughed softly with happiness. her chains were on. her butt plug was in. she was as her Master prefers her.

when Master arrived, she was kneeling at the front door - forehead to the floor, ass in the air and her arms outstretched toward the door. Master told her to rise and she smiled as she lifted her body to her knees and looked into the eyes of her Owner. this moment never ceases to move her. respecting her Master and lowering herself feels natural and is very important to her. slave g remains happy she continues to be allowed to honor her Owner this way. she thinks back to the movie "the king and i" when the king tells anna the school teacher that "no one's head can be above king's". enough said.

at this point, she is level with His Cock and on this occasion, she found herself saying hello to His Cock as it just seemed appropriate. all week, she had found herself focusing on His Cock and she saw the lovely bulge in Master's pants, it was as if His Cock was staring at her.

she was led into the room where she is strung up and the leather gag and blindfold were put in place. Master stood close as He prepared her and slave g relished His closeness.

the clothes she was wearing were removed and Master put the clover clamps on her tits, then attached zip wires around them. she moaned softly as they pinched and clasped her skin, pinching it as they sank into place.

the cane was used on her and she swayed to and fro, sometimes whimpering. other times found her crying out through the gag as the pain radiated through her ass and thighs from the blows. at one point Master slapped her stomach which was most unexpected and effective.

the clamps and ties were removed causing her to gasp and lose the battle at swallowing a wail. one arm was released and something was pulled up her arm and over her shoulder, and the same thing was done to the other arm. she was strung back up and it was then that she felt the tack bra inserts were put into the bra and it was fastened in place. Master squeezed her tits and even as the pain streaked through her, she pushed forward and whispered, "oh yes Master, hard....so nice." the brute strength from her Master's hands took her breath away and the beauty of the pain sent shock waves through her. she is fascinated with Master's hands. they are strong, masculine and just as they once lifted her chin as He kissed her in the most gentle way imaginable, they also can become like steel. both give her chills. both are incredible.

Master released her tits from His grip and said, "I am going to whip you with My belt." as she types this her clit dances so strong is her reaction to those words. "really, Master?!" she recalls distinctly how excited she felt and she heard the sound of Master's belt being pulled through the loops of His jeans. she strained to hear more and her heart raced.

the crack of the belt was amazingly loud and for a split second time stood still as she processed what had occurred. she embraced this with all that she is and she gasped loudly once His belt found it's mark. this pain was very different. there was such beauty in it's harshness. the cane is brutal and cutting, and she loves it. however, the pain from the belt felt deep, hot and utterly marvelous. as soon as she felt it and processed it, she wanted more. this was her Owner using His belt. the belt that He had chosen and purchased to wear. the belt that is close to Him often. and Master had removed it to use it on His property. this truly was an extension of Master and she felt His energy, His life, His soul, His heart, flowing through it and into her as He whipped her. she wept tears of joy mingled with her tears of pain and felt immeasurable joy.

it was a beautiful harshness and it radiated heat. she was stunned. she was surprised, bordering on shocked - all in a gloriously wonderful way.she began to speak in what to her own ears sounded like native american tongue - something that she has done a few time before with her Master.

as she was released from the tether, she was lightheaded and fumbled a bit as she put on her clothes since going upstairs meant passing by large windows. once W/we were there, Master ordered  her to bend over the back of the sofa and lifted her skirt. every hair on her body must have responded to His voice ordering her to do this. this is something that she finds erotic, sensual and humiliating. oh...

Master's belt - out of this world huge. the ultimate.

bent over the back of the sofa. major.

Master lifting her skirt. big, big, big.

humiliation factor - great.

she was kept in that position for a few minutes and then was told to get down on her knees. slave g hurriedly obeyed watching Master's hand unzip His pants and reach inside His underwear to release His beautiful Cock . her mouth automatically opened and as Master pushed His Cock inside He told her that from now on, whenever W/we were together she would be His toilet slave. her heart soared - and she drank. taking in her Owner's piss, enjoying it's taste and the fact that this would be something she would be allowed to experience more often.

she made the mistake of looking up at her Owner and He said, "Lower your eyes bitch and do not make that mistake again!" she did so hastily and with deep regret that she had made that mistake.

once Master had relieved Himself inside His slave's mouth, she was put back over the sofa and she heard the sound of His belt being pulled through the loops which made her wetness flow more.

her whipping commenced and her breath was taken away with just how hard Master whipped her. she recalls feeling very blessed that she was allowed to feel His belt and how amazing this hard pain felt. it went deep and she felt it in her muscles. from time to time she screamed out but still wanted more. Master moved away and told to look at how she was responding to His belt and she shared that she was experiencing many lovely sensations that were blending together. she was flying.

Master described her position at that time and hearing Him describe her being bent over the sofa, chained, her slave pussy/ass holding a butt plug and exposed, she felt embarrassment wash over her and found that arousing.

her hips had been circling for much of the time and she whimpered her highly aroused state.

she was soaring.

Master's belt....gawd, yes.

she remains,
slave g, property of Owner, Master G

Master came over...

yesterday while speaking via phone with her Owner, she learned that He would be coming over and her excitement soared. slave g's happiness and thrill at seeing her Master has never waned over the years that she has known and been collared by Him. the mere sound of His voice continues to make her moan and looking  into His amazing eyes makes her shiver as they pull her into Him each and every time.

she was kneeling at the door when Master entered and her heart began beating faster. hearing His footsteps come closer and stop in front of her, Master said, "you may rise" and she lifted her head and smiled brightly as she stood up before Him. Master greeted her and she Him.

there was a discussion accompanied by quite a bit of laughter from E/each of U/us  even as she was told how Master felt about certain items that had been purchased for the slave's quarters, she followed Him upstairs.

she had put out mixed nuts in a glass bowl and Master had a beer. Master said He really liked the granite counter tops, but....He also  really like the corian that was originally there. He will not allow the slave's quarters to be turned into anything too formal and made certain she understood that there will be no chandeliers. whenever and for whatever reason Master gives her orders, she feels a deep sense of His ownership and embraces it. being given parameters is something she craves and she sincerely loves it when she is told she cannot do something.

when she was ordered to hurry up and get on her knees in front of Master to drink His piss, excitement welled up inside her. Master unzipped His jeans and pulled out His beautiful Cock while she opened her hungry mouth and in His Cock went. she began sucking a bit, anxious to coax His nectar out and soon her mouth was flooded with it. she drank and drank and drank some more, keeping up with the copious flow and loving the taste. she always enjoys learning if Master has recently had coffee as this taste is at time present. 

her Owner told her to turn around and pushed her over the counter and her clit twitched even as her slave pussy/ass pulsated around the butt plug she had inside her. Master yanked up on the leather harness that holds the plug into place and she squealed at the pain from having it shoved inside her another inch or so.  Master adjusted the belt to make it tighter, then turned her around and stood very close to her which always makes her almost dizzy with desire. as she is not allowed to ever touch Master without permission and does not feel it particularly appropriate to ask to do so too often, she has learned to "inhale" her Owner by sniffing Him and just basking in His closeness.

her Owner: "It really pleases Me to have you this way, do you know that?"

His property: "oh...Master...yes Sir."

her Master: "Talk louder. Do you know it pleases Me to have you this way?"

His property: ~looking into His eyes and becoming lost there~  "yes, Master and this is what she needs...to please You Sir. please just let her know what will please You so that she can give You that which You want Master."

her Master: "Tell Me what your purpose is slave?"

His property: "to hurt for You. to suffer for You. to take Your pain. to obey You."

her Owner: "What else?"

His property: "to honor You. and she loves You deeply, Master"

during this conversation, Owner's voice was strong and firm and hers was soft, submissive and filled with yearning and adoration. slave g loves it when Master makes her share things in this fashion as it drives home just what her purpose on earth is.

His property: "please hurt her Master", she said quietly.

her hips were making circles and the fact that she was so close to her Owner that she could feel His body heat made her desire grow even more.

her Owner: "Look at your body and what this is doing to you."


she was told to follow Him downstairs to where His implements are kept and Master picked up the gag and His cane at which point W/we returned upstairs.

she was ordered to turn around so that the gag could be buckled and as soon as she did she felt Master's engorged Cock pressing into her ass crack at which point she began tentatively pushing back. gently at first and then a bit more. it was as if a steel rod was there so hard was His Cock and she began to move her hips a bit from side to side becoming lost in the feeling of Master's cock.

she was pushed over the back of the love seat and that alone sent her deeper as she always feels displayed in that position.  Master lifted her skirt and then began raining lashes with the cane so hard that she screamed through the gag. when she began crying, Master stroked the plug with His finger and she recalls that almost instantly her cries turned to moans of pleasure. again, she was caned and the pain was delicious even as she gasped and screamed into the gag. Master yanked her up by her hair, turned her around roughly and told her in a strong commanding voice to "Cum!" her body immediately responded and she began convulsing while  looking deeply into Master's eyes which  has been allowed perhaps one other time. there were so many sensations raging through her entire being...seeing Master, hearing His voice,  feeling His hand holding her tightly by the hair, her thighs and ass burning where the cane had made it's marks, the plug embedded inside her slave pussy/ass representing Master's Cock and the major orgasm that was coursing through her.

she growled through the gag and Master's grip on her hair continued as He told her what she was.  she felt as if waves were crashing over her hard time and time again. Master allowed the orgasm to continue for some time which was a special gift to be cherished.

"Stop!" said Master and her body did so immediately at which point Master released her and she immediately thanked Him several times through the gag as she struggled to remain on her feet. Master removed the gag and she was commanded to drink more of His golden nectar which quenched her thirst and allowed to glorify He Who owns her.

the gag was replaced and Her Owner began walking down the stairs. she followed dutifully as she was told to keep the gag in until he called her at which point she could remove it to talk.

she was weak. she was wobbly. she was deeply ensconced in her slavery to this great Man and she was gratefully and thrilled to have been thus used.

after Master left, she slowly and shakily made her way upstairs and curled up on the bed where she floated until her Owner's call, perhaps an hour later.

she remains...
His humble and blessed property -  forever

an extraordinary afternoon with her Owner...

all week slave g had been greatly aroused thinking about her Owner and as she wore the plug, her association of it being an extension of Him had grown. a great deal.


the phone call came and Master ordered her to put on one of her sarongs and to take the leather blindfold and gag to one of the chairs on the first floor not far from the front door and once seated, to put them on/in. the plug was already in and her wrist and ankle chains were on.

she was told to sit and concentrate on Him, how she has been feeling and why. she gratefully did so and lost track of time so relaxed and lost in thought was she. knowing that the lessons this week have brought her ever closer to her Owner, she was grateful and happy that Master had initiated this process. her love for her Master is such that she never knew existed and at times she feels surges of such joy that she becomes concerned that she is not at all deserving of it or of her Master. the fact is that she does not deserve Him and yet, He chose to own her is something that she shall spend the remainder of her life attempting to show and prove her gratefulness.

Master called and she had been told to remove the gag in order to talk when He did. she was clutching her "Master phone" in her hand while she was in her trance-like state so she was able to quickly remove the gag and answer. slave g answered Master's question as to how she was doing by responding that she was in a lovely place. she was told to put the gag back in and to remain as she was until His arrival. again, she floated to that peaceful place inside her Master and the sensations of everything in and on her accentuated her pleasure. never has the gag felt so lovely.

at some point she heard the sound of the door opening and she bowed from the waist and remained that way. Master's footsteps told her He was coming closer and she heard Him say, "I like finding you this way" at which point her heart tried to relay the message that she loved being that way. she felt His strong hand grab her hair and pull up until she was standing, then she was led her into the room where she is used. her heart fluttered with excitement and anticipation. as she walked the sound of her chains serenaded her as they clinked across the floor.

she was very giddy.

she was very aroused.

her hips began to move in circles and she moaned softly. Master removed the gag and she asked in a desperate voice for Him to please fuck her - something that she does not ever recall doing before as Master does not care for begging. her Owner yanked up on the leather plug harness causing the plug to be shoved in that last inch that she was not aware was left out of her anal orifice. she whimpered and Master yanked again."There", Master said.

she was strung up and all the while her hips undulated and she heard herself moaning softly with a desperate need for her Master.

the cane began to slice into her and she welcomed the pain which caused her to push her ass out for more. this time seemed different and her body was experiencing  a heightened sense of awareness. it was as if she was dancing with her Owner. the dance of an Owner and His property...property who loves Him  with every fiber of her being. property who craves His voice, His gaze, His cane, His cock. every part of Him is worshiped, needed, craved, desired and loved. 

she was drunk with happiness as Master took her down and led her upstairs to the Master bedroom and threw her onto the floor where she immediately got to her knees and opened her mouth hopeful that she would be allowed to taste Master's glorious cock. it was allowed and she sucked hungrily and delighted in the delicious pre-cum that appeared. she ran her tongue underneath Master's rigid shaft, over and over in her attempt to bring Him the optimum  pleasure. she was lifted up and she began sniffing close to her Owner at which point He paused to allow to take His scent in and such a delightful gift this was.

the strict posture collar hood was put on her after which she was thrown onto the bed. Master parted her legs roughly and plunged hard into her slave pussy/ass at which point she squealed with pain and pleasure as the two merged to become one in the same. she was used harshly and how she reveled in this. she begged her Owner again to use her to satisfy His needs, to please fuck her and oh how He did. her words were for Him to please use that which He owned for her purpose in life is to take His pain, obey and honor Him.

over and over and over and over her Master fucked her and she was positively rapturous at being used by her Owner in this manner. her slave pussy/ass had been ravenous for Him all week and while this has always been the case, the level of her desire was over-the-top as she felt starved for Master. she pushed back to help her Master go deeper and growled with pleasure as He did.

when her Master exploded deep inside her slave pussy/ass she gasped as His hot seed flooded her hungry slave pussy/ass hole. her Master's voice sends chills throughout her entire being when He orgasms and she feels greatly emotional that her Master elects to use her this way.

Master removed the hood and when He went into the bathroom, she slid off the bed and onto her knees on the floor. slave g began to pray and give thanks to her Master for being used and given His precious seed. she clenched her anal passage in order to keep it inside her for as long as possible and when she began to feel it flowing from her, she used her fingers to catch it and began to lick it from them, making certain she did not drop any. she marvels at just how sweet it is and loves the taste.


she was weak and wobbly on her feet as she followed her Master to the door at which point He looked at her and said the words that she shall never, ever forget, "you did good, slave".  she gasped softly and her hand went to her mouth as her eyes filled with tears of joy, gratitude and humility. she immediately thanked her Master is a soft and shaky voice so emotional was she. the emotion she felt then and now as she re-lives that moment was and is huge. her Owner does not compliment often and so if/when He does, she grasps His words and hurriedly places them inside her heart when she keeps them safe and secure. she can replay her Master's words and hear His voice saying them easily and often. they are priceless to her.

after Master left, she was so filled with emotion that she sobbed for a time and her tears were cathartic , beautiful and calming.

she belongs to You and loves You purely and deeply, Master.

Your enslaved property - forever

happy new year Master!

Your slave g looks back with pure, adulterated joy and moves forward with a heart filled with exhilaration and humility that she is starting another year as Your owned property, Master. she vows to continue to focus on You as the most important Person on this earth and to continue to serve You to the best of her ability, Master.


she worships You, Master.....

forever,
Your property